The Second Noob thing i done.

Sport day… every school also need to face this day and every school student, maybe some very happy and some very scare and some just normal day and nothing… I’m the one with all this feeling ha. Let’s start from I going school that sport day… in my school most of them students are Pro in sport weak in study and some is pro in study weak in sport… me? Both also weak… =_=... In the morning, while i arrive to school and with a litter upset felling with some happy plus very lazy wake up >.<. This sport is just very simple, only want run 15km only. For sure I not really like to run such stupid sport but every student also must run if not you will be count don’t come to school for sure. So? you will get punishment if u not come to school haha. Well no choice for me to decide, I must run then. when principle say get ready then he blow a can something like spry can make a loud noise BEEEP, after he blow it, and then we start to run. The first of me is like run something like lazy lazy one ha, but just a while I slow slow slow down and like walk already, I walk with my friends and their also same what i did, very tired and lazy to run, but still we also will run a while then walk again… … … Arrrr… finaly I walk back to school for sure buy a cool drink and take a big rest, sit at canteen and chat with friend, then we sit at drawing class outside the wall and chat again… When the chat came to the half, the person name Chin Chong Seng, no idea why he suddenly say I love Kiki I forget already and I think I was shy and try chase him to beat him kick he ass =x, well that place still full of root because still have 3 big tree there and 2 small tree there. When I ran and chase him suddenly POP, I careless and kick the root then what? Fall down la, then hit my arm and I wake up my hand so pain until can’t move. Then I go back and sit there fell quite mad of him then he say not me just you chase me and hit yourself, so I nothing to say already. Mean while I say I can’t hang it anymore it is really pain and not normal pain then nothing, if I move a bit my arm it fell very pain, he go find him friends then still I sit there with nothing and say must get a doctor. Then just 10min something Chin call me go see doctor, but I say how? You know how far is the clinic is? My hand still very pain and my leg is harm already you still want me walk to here? Then he say can you just walk outside only? Then I say ok then if I walk out then what? Will my hand get better? He nothing says just brings me to outside. Then I saw a car waiting there and he say take this car to clinic he will fetch you to there, and then he also say Kiki you follow him to clinic also ok? Kiki still in thinking then she say ok, then she come in and I fell litter shy when she sits beside to me. And we on the way to clinic… Almost to the clinic, suddenly I hear a sound of the car crash, then driver say you go down see doctor first, and small sound say man this really expansive lo, bring you to clinic and make me car crash… then Kiki bring me to clinic and see doctor, I give my name to registration and just wait call my name… while waiting Kiki suddenly say you will go in yourself ok right? is that ok i dun go in with you? Sure I will say I ok… then call my name and go in see doctor, then doctor say blablabla and give me 1 nail then say give what medicine blablabla… then I go out and wait with Kiki again… from that time I really so happy because I can sit with Kiki with she no running feel and I slowly came down become not so shy already… Then the nurse call my name to take medicine say what what blablabla again how to eat when to eat… and she say RM28 then I take my wallet out and try to pay BUT! I forget bring my wallet o MAN how? So I have no choice to ask Kiki have you got any money? Then Kiki say got, but this is not mine is Chin. Then I say just help me pay first later back school I get my wallet then pay to him again. From that time I feel Kiki like don’t like me already feel me like need many care baby, like very need people help… then what? my heart just now go on top of mountain then BOOM Fall into the deep blue sea… from that day I very hate myself, why I like a such stupid baby with helpless? I don’t know why, I almost kill myself with my stupid action…

The first noob thing i done

I take this as the first story of my stupid… I remember that year is 2004 and I was form 3. Before that day come, I think is was Thursday or Friday is teacher day for my school. My friends and I 3 people try find something to do when teacher day come, first and same we thought,we know that day girl scout will have a plan for selling flower to student and as a gift to teacher, ha you see we do it same also buy only the flower is not for teacher is for girl... my friend say he already brought 12 rose for who he love , but I only buy 3, why? Because I don’t have such money to buy and this is my whole life most very unforgiveness to myself! I remember teacher day has come and I take very happy and shy felling to school. while arrive at school sure have assembly and our principle say something about this teacher day... bla bla bla...... Then? Back to class and start the party... after the party teacher not so care we going where, ha because teacher also have her own party in their office. And what? Then my work shall start now, first is looking where she is? Then I saw him sit with their friends and talk many thing... and my friend he love one also sit with him talk talk talk... My friend say go get flower and pass to him NOW! I say wow so early? Take a look and check longer first then he say ok then... after a while I say let’s go get flower now then we try figure how to pass to her... then we go have a sit far far away and think think think how how how what what what when when when??? After that i feel i want to go to toilet a while so i say "I go restroom a while", then I just go restroom and pass water then came back and continue with my friends thinking again... While I coming back, I saw he flower is already gone? Then I ask him, and he just say I pass flower to my friend and ask him help he pass to her, then I say WHAT! how can u do like this and why so shy? He says me then how about you? (ouch, actually i dun know...)na Still thinking? When you pass to her? This night? Next year? Or never will? Then I say I will pass to her by my OWN HAND WITH NO HELPER TO HELP ME PASS TO HER! Then my friend say... "ha if you can, then I nothing say because I shy I can’t do it..." then what? I only wait chance come and pass to him but still don’t know when have that chance... until my friend say you go restroom first... I ask why then? He just says you just go and don’t ask me why, something good will happens... Huh? Ok then I go... Going restroom route have 4 choice I take the fast route is the right hand side, I walk just walk and see and walk with leg ==, then I saw something in front of me? Guess who? Yes it is true, she is approaching then what? Waiting again ...then what? don’t know...until she came out and walk back to canteen, then that is my last chance for giving her the flower... but I still thinking and think and think , what should I say if pass to him or what happen or what what???????? many question is in my brain, at last I freeze thinking and rush to that place and take out the flower and chase up with her and follow she behind and wait chance... when she face back then I run to her and call her name Xiao Lian...(walking)... this flower is for you... (eye blinking, heart bouncing, hand and leg lost energy...) What? For me? (like she scare me) Wait I can’t accept it... (O_O!!) Huh? Why? Sorry Eric I can’t accept... Why? (T.T) Please accept it please...(T.T, heart like broke already, and mind stop thinking, whole my world like crashing...) ok I can accept but with one deal,(huh? O.O!!) we only can be friend and not couple ok? HUH!...(-OoO-, can't thing, then say) ok ok...(T.T) Thank you( and she walk away). Then? I walk back to restroom route and suddenly I shout YAHOO!! and jump, but then? I stop down and feel upset... but still In friends face will like YEAH I done it yahoo... not let them know what we say... when back home after bath then I sleep at bed there and whole day no mood already... I don’t know how to face her again? I don’t know how to tread her like me and not hate me, I don’t know then I so blur and brain only think why she say that word? WHY? Around 1 week back to normal me then continue try how to let she like me...

Stupid thing i done

From that day start, I always do many things like such stupid thing I never do it before. First I always do is pull her table to near my table or whole seat near my table. Second always search what she like and what she dislike, example food, drink, item, movie, music, place, people/friends and much more. Third always steely watch him, when she watch back to me like eye on eye, damn I really shy on already, don’t know my face got red or not. Another is try to near her much, like want to hug her but sure can’t la, just like follow her behind or in front of she or beside her watch her face. Fourth is so less chance to talk with her, many times is start talk with me then I can talk with she, but always talking is only asking me few question about the homework or class study, so lees chance we can chat like other. I remember that year is 2001 and is also form 1, we only chat 12 time only 12 conversation 12 question and answer, no other subject chatting together. Fives is trying being good been less talking being manners be good boy, why? Ha because I saw she always like a good girl… in class always study, in assembly always stand straight and sing national song, in sport always be what she can, not like other sit more that sport , in friends always look fun and happy… many thing more can’t say too much. This is what I always do stupid thing when I saw her in my eye… of cause still have many… now is the stupid thing story…

The Story Begin

Let’s start all over when I saw her in first time… I remember that day is morning because it is my first day go up to form 1. I think the time is around 6.30am not so sure because is too long already with now is 2009 that year is 2001. I going to school by walking in. Our school have a assembly for all student and must stay at the field there and singing the national song and ready to separate we form 1 student to each class depend the pass year, after separate I walk back to class room by quieting. Reach the class room, all student sit whatever or wherever you want to sit, of cause I will sit with my friends. Then few moment our class teacher come in and introduce herself then start talking about the feeds and book and homework and rules and so much on. After then teacher separate we sit here sit there by boy girl. Until my turn, teacher asks me to sit there near the door second row, so I just sit and no comment. This is first day on school and I not so sure why or when or how she sit beside me… maybe I didn’t listen teacher say anything just know when I can go out for fun, ok this is the first day on school and not yet saw she yet. Another morning I mean is tomorrow, same time 6.30am go to school by walking in class room and put my bag in my chair. THAT TIME THIS TIME IS VERY NO IDEA WHY OR HOW! I SAW SHE SIT BESIDE MY PLACE AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME, I LIKE LITTER BIT CRAZY CAN’T SAY ANYTHING AND JUST SIT THERE LIKE SOULLESS PEOPLE, I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME. The a few moment my soul come back is because we need to go to the field for meeting, then after the meeting when back to class I still like soulless in this few hour I also don’t know what happen my mind my brain full of she image, and I start to be shy when looking at her face. After school off, then I realize that I FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL ALREADY…

The Angel

I remember I always count what time she was going to school and I will try my best to reach her as fast as I can, not always succeed I remember 1 time when I saw her, I quickly ride my bike and put properly then rush out to see her, finally I saw her taking an umbrella and walking to school I just reach the junction there I don’t know what happen I saw her like saw an angel in my eyes, I remember it was afternoon time is around 12.30pm.

The Chase

When I was form 3 the person name XXXX XXXXX XXXXX who was my closer friend, he take my first love away, and he say that she follow me not I taken from you. It was start when she was almost robber from people by riding motorcycle, that day I can’t go to her place all because my born me on this word people, she not allow me go to there, and so I live so far from there if I want to go there also take me 3 until 5 hours so on it was night already I can’t go too far if not I have any problem who know. When I received the call of XXXX XXXXX he tell me all thing then I know what happen, I remember I’m in cooking mi to ate, then he pass to she I talk to she I also don’t know want to speak what I’m very stupid that was I know. Then after a few days, then I know she is XXXX XXXXX Girlfriend already. When I hear that message I almost death already, don’t know what happen I’m out of control already even what I was doing also don’t know. So only music by Jay music name is silent is perfect to me and her, every time I hear this music I will remember her all and what I do for chasing her 3 years. click here for download 安静 music by Jay Chow

Intro

My first love and is my most only love she name is (Yang Xiao Lian Kiki) . The girl I start fall in love when I was form 1 she also form 1 too. The girl who is the one can change me into 180 degree turn, I’m in noisy change into quite, I’m in play boy change into good boy, I’m in bad student change into normal student, I’m in unstudied change into studied, I’m in no meanest change in to have meanest and so much more. The girl only this girl only she Yang Xiao Lian can change me and no one else can take her place in my heart.