The first noob thing i done

I take this as the first story of my stupid… I remember that year is 2004 and I was form 3. Before that day come, I think is was Thursday or Friday is teacher day for my school. My friends and I 3 people try find something to do when teacher day come, first and same we thought,we know that day girl scout will have a plan for selling flower to student and as a gift to teacher, ha you see we do it same also buy only the flower is not for teacher is for girl... my friend say he already brought 12 rose for who he love , but I only buy 3, why? Because I don’t have such money to buy and this is my whole life most very unforgiveness to myself! I remember teacher day has come and I take very happy and shy felling to school. while arrive at school sure have assembly and our principle say something about this teacher day... bla bla bla...... Then? Back to class and start the party... after the party teacher not so care we going where, ha because teacher also have her own party in their office. And what? Then my work shall start now, first is looking where she is? Then I saw him sit with their friends and talk many thing... and my friend he love one also sit with him talk talk talk... My friend say go get flower and pass to him NOW! I say wow so early? Take a look and check longer first then he say ok then... after a while I say let’s go get flower now then we try figure how to pass to her... then we go have a sit far far away and think think think how how how what what what when when when??? After that i feel i want to go to toilet a while so i say "I go restroom a while", then I just go restroom and pass water then came back and continue with my friends thinking again... While I coming back, I saw he flower is already gone? Then I ask him, and he just say I pass flower to my friend and ask him help he pass to her, then I say WHAT! how can u do like this and why so shy? He says me then how about you? (ouch, actually i dun know...)na Still thinking? When you pass to her? This night? Next year? Or never will? Then I say I will pass to her by my OWN HAND WITH NO HELPER TO HELP ME PASS TO HER! Then my friend say... "ha if you can, then I nothing say because I shy I can’t do it..." then what? I only wait chance come and pass to him but still don’t know when have that chance... until my friend say you go restroom first... I ask why then? He just says you just go and don’t ask me why, something good will happens... Huh? Ok then I go... Going restroom route have 4 choice I take the fast route is the right hand side, I walk just walk and see and walk with leg ==, then I saw something in front of me? Guess who? Yes it is true, she is approaching then what? Waiting again ...then what? don’t know...until she came out and walk back to canteen, then that is my last chance for giving her the flower... but I still thinking and think and think , what should I say if pass to him or what happen or what what???????? many question is in my brain, at last I freeze thinking and rush to that place and take out the flower and chase up with her and follow she behind and wait chance... when she face back then I run to her and call her name Xiao Lian...(walking)... this flower is for you... (eye blinking, heart bouncing, hand and leg lost energy...) What? For me? (like she scare me) Wait I can’t accept it... (O_O!!) Huh? Why? Sorry Eric I can’t accept... Why? (T.T) Please accept it please...(T.T, heart like broke already, and mind stop thinking, whole my world like crashing...) ok I can accept but with one deal,(huh? O.O!!) we only can be friend and not couple ok? HUH!...(-OoO-, can't thing, then say) ok ok...(T.T) Thank you( and she walk away). Then? I walk back to restroom route and suddenly I shout YAHOO!! and jump, but then? I stop down and feel upset... but still In friends face will like YEAH I done it yahoo... not let them know what we say... when back home after bath then I sleep at bed there and whole day no mood already... I don’t know how to face her again? I don’t know how to tread her like me and not hate me, I don’t know then I so blur and brain only think why she say that word? WHY? Around 1 week back to normal me then continue try how to let she like me...